Behind every great man that is gay there’s a proper aspire to have a wonderful right dude (and I also don’t mean intimately). For a lot of homosexual guys, having a close straight male buddy is comparable to taking the ultimate goal. It is something that is yearned and fetishized for on both sides. In past times, I’ve searched for the company of right guys because, you might say, personally i think enjoy it validated my masculinity. It made me feel more versatile, like i really could pass for “straight” and inhabit a world that is heterosexual seamlessly than my other “gayer” friends. I’m perhaps maybe perhaps not happy with this logic. Quite the opposite, i believe it is totally screwed up and a apparent indicator of self-loathing.